THIS WILL BE MY YEAR. I AM DETERMINED.
I’m not planning on making it my tear, I’m going to DO IT.
- woke up early today
- bought my scale :D
- didn’t buy a new water bottle ‘cause I couldn’t decide if I should buy a Britta one that’s smaller or a 1L non-Britta one. I’ll just stick with my temporary plastic one right now (‘cause mine smells weird from leaving water in it) #firstworldproblems
- registered for the Disney World 1/2 Marathon yesterday
- weighed myself and I guess I’m 190. Which is great that I lost a little weight from the last time I tracked it and don’t have to start at a negative point.
- taking a cap (20 minute) nap then going to the gym before it gets busy.
If by the time I come home tomorrow the Disney World Marathon isn’t full, I’m doing it. My friends and I are planning on doing 13 miles in 2 hrs and 45 minutes. I think if I train everyday, I can do it. It isn’t until February so I should have time if I start tomorrow. I need that extra push to lose weight. I’ve been fucking up waaaaay too much lately. I can’t remember whens the last time I worked out. Which is horrible. I’m so poor I can’t afford food so I just don’t eat,a and if I do it’s carbs ‘cause they hold me over. Living at home when you and your home are poor college students sucks. And I smoked at a Halloween party. I should not be doing that shit, but weed just sounds so good when you’re drunk.
ANYWAY, the medal for the marathon is a Princess crown, and I need that shit in my life.
- a new water bottle
- a scale
I’m done spending money so I can afford my marathon fee, plane ticket to Florida, hotel room, and food. Seriously asking for money for Christmas and hiding money from myself in my BOA account so I don’t spend money.
I love this edit haha.
the most gorgeous!
She’s even more beautiful ‘cause she decided to change her eating habits to healthy and work out.
I’m lying. I’m going to go count probably as soon as I finish typing this.
Started the 30 Day Shred and it didn’t seem too bad the first time, but by day 3 I was so fucking sore. Anyway, my family came in from Texas and I ended up spending three days in a row at Disneyland and CA Adventures. I ate pretty shitty those days and since then. And being on my period with my ridiculous cravings did not help.
On the bright side,
it’s a new month as of right now. Starting over the 30 Day Shred, eating clean, drinking 2L of water. The whole bit. I had a scare the other day, thinking my blood clots were back. Thankfully, the were not. In the ER I realized I never want to be back there again—not for something I can control anyway. If for some reason I fall down a flight as stairs or get hit by a car that’s one thing, but not for my health that I can control. It’s the shittiest feeling being there.
I’m not gonna stray at all. I promise to do the 30 Day Shred and the next sweet I have will be my own birthday cake in August.
Only reblogging because I’m a greedy bitch who wants money.
Hey doesn’t hurt to reblog ya knoww and if money is involved….
My mom’s paycheck arrives in 4d days, THIS SHIT WORKKSS
chinese feng shui knows about tumblr ?
OMG I didnt notice until today.I reblogged this and got 10 dollars :D
got to pay for stuff somehow so why not.
haha I got money today!!!
Show me the moneyyyy!
MONEY MONEY MONEYYYYYY!
Man, I go to take a 30 minute nap so I can study right after and I’m asleep for 2 hours. It’s like do I just wake up and study now or do I just sleep and wake up early? Fuck my life. I hate when I sleep too long. I know this seems something so stupid to complain about. Even typing it I feel stupid, but I’m angered.
I’m also angered ‘cause I’ve been hungry all fucking day. The fuck body, I’ve given you three meals, two snacks, and two+ liters of water. Get off my back -.-
I’m down to 194.3 as of last Friday!
Lost the weight I gained back in April and then some! Got back on track!
I only ever check my weight when I go to my doctors appointments, as to not dwell over the weight on a weekly basis. I see where I’m at, see if it matches with the weeks, and see where I’m at. I’m quiet ecstatic.
Also my goal is to be down 30 lbs by my birthday. Which, is basically where I would need to be if I were to stay on track anyway.